Change

It is amazing how fast things change sometimes. Unfortunatly I sometimes have the feeling it is more often to the worse, but sometimes it is really for the better. This Mondya I was so irritated and frustrated about my situation and my life here in Stockholm. I do really like my job, but felt a certain frustration for some time but worse is actually the lack of social life as everyone is so caught up in their relations and families or just simply too tired to do anything besides working.
I can understand that people are tired and don't have too much energy to do somthing else than just go home and watch tv. I am also tired at times, but I could not stand my life if working and sleeping was all I could do. Therefore, no matter how tired I am, or how much work I have I try to do things after work anyway. I go to the gym or would like to meet friends for a coffee or a movie or whatever. But this "whatever" is becoming rarer and rarer as no one seems to have the time or engergy. This makes me very frustrated. And this Monday it had really annoyed me. This time of the year makes things even worse, it is cold and people are sick and irritated with everything. So this Monday was just not a good day and I started seriously considering how to make a change.
The, out of the blue there was a light on the dark sky. A hope was lit and everything felt much better. Since, this have keept my mind preoccupied and things are still working out well. I have an interesting challange to look forward to! :-)